Overwhelmed

I am feeling a little bit overwhelmed all of the sudden

My thoughts are spinning out of control

and my heart is beating out of my chest

I was just talking to a friend about our kids.

He has 2 little girls and I have a boy and 1 girl

Our oldest kids are much the same.

They are both Very smart, they would rather

read books about Real things.

Dinosaurs, Planets, Animals. Then play at recess..

I am so worried that I am not doing enough to prepare My son for

The most difficult time of his life.. School

Everyday when he gets on that school bus to get him to first grade

I cringe at the thought of him going there and getting bullied

I am so scared that he is going to be Tormented Like i was.

I dont want him to go through that.

I dont want him to have to cower in the bathroom stall

In fear of his tormenters humiliating him.

I was called the most Horrible names in school

I dont want him to go through that.

I dont want him to be ridiculed for bieng tall and skinny

He has no interest in sports

He has no interest in Tough things.

He loves the computers, he loves video games

He loves to learn and read

I am so proud of that, but is it going to be at his expense?

All day long I can be proud of him

I can love him with ever ounce of me

And I do, I love him.

But is love enough to get him through the most

trying times in a childs life?

I dont know..

What is a mother to do?