soooo TRUE

Randomness

So When I get really bored

I will go to Google Images and just type in a word

and see what comes up. 

Today I Typed in Yesterday. 

Heres What Google Images Gave today. 

Ballerina..

You are so Beautiful. 

 

 The Title to this picture is 

"Ashes of Yesterday"

Thought it was pretty good. 

If you dont know what this is you are 

FIRED!!

I'll give you a hint.. 

Oh, I believe in Yesterday" 

Love this.. 

Have a good Today..

Because at midnight. 

Today is Yesterday. 

:)

Day 16!!

Something you are looking forward too..

Once upon a time

there was a girl who turned 26 in march of 2011.

One day as she was living her life

going day to day

doing the same ol thing

day in and day out,

She realized

that in the 26 years she has lived on the earth

22 years of it has been spent living

in her parents basement..

Her and her husband have been married for

almost 8 years and only 31/2 years of that

they spent living in their own house.

The girl dreams of one day

owning her own castle

with a big draw bridge

and a mote..

But for now, the girl will spend her time

doing the same thing day in and day out..

The End..



Why?!

Someone asked me why I blogged.. 

In the Words of Ms. Kate from 

United States of Tara

"Read it Or Don't I dont care. I'm not doing this for you,

I'm doing it for me. Know Why?

None O' your bidniss!!"

My family..

Day 14!!

My family Consists of the following.

My Dad

Buster he is one of a kind.

Amazingly Mechanical

A little overwhelming

But a GREAT GRANDPA!!

My Mom

Susan.

She is very Smart.

Too smart for her own good.

A GREAT GRANDMA!

My Older Sister

Kristina.

She is a good big sister

a GREAT mother.

She is secure with who she is

and she doesnt care what

people think.

My little sister

Sabrina

She is a Pistol

She knows what she wants

and isnt afraid of what it takes to get there.

Everyone says Eliza is just like her

If Eliza turns out like Her Aunt Bina

She will be in good shape for her life.

Little Brother

Buster

(Buzzy)

He is a handful and a half

Full of love

He is so funny and Caring

I wish I saw him more. 

30 Day Blog Challenge!!

Day 13!!!

7 eye shadows

Blue, Silver, Amber, Brown,  Purple, Moonstone, Brown Matte

1 Shimmery Powder Eyeshadow

1 cheek stain

1 Mary Kay Ultimate Mascara in Jet Black

1 Firming Eye Cream

1 Day Solution Face Moisture

1 liquid Shimmer

1 Powder Shimmer

1 Mary Kay Highlighter Pen. 

Lots of Brushes. 

:)

This is just the stuff that is in my everyday makeup bag.

I am an over-indulger of makeup 

and hair products.. 

My poor husband. 

And basically I should be a Mary Kay Spokesperson

i got a good deal on the makeup. 

:)

Just wanted to share..

.. How amazingly adorable my Lady E is!

Elizabeth Taylor..

"Big girls need big diamonds."

(1932–2011)

Change.

Have you ever thought,

"If someone did this or that, the world would be a better place?"

Have you ever looked at a piece of trash on the ground and said

"If someone would just pick up the trash the world would be much prettier?"

I been guilty of thinking such things. 

I have been guilty of passing judgement on other people

without looking in the mirror.

I have always wondered why the world 

is in such a Disaster.

It always have been.

Since Biblical times

people have been fighting over this or that for ever.

Wonder why?

Do you think that WE (as in you and me)

can change that?

Mahatma K. Ghandi once said

"You must be the change you want to see in the world"

That doesn't mean we have to Protest 

or go around the world preaching.

To me it means 

Being the "change" I want to see in my life.

My world.

I raise my kids in a non-judgement zone.

They are taught to love everyone.

To see people for who they are.

Not where they are from,

or what they do.

Befriend, Not Belittle..

Equality is the pathway to peace.

I think we all can be the change.

Love as you want to be loved.

Teach Tolerance

and

Kindness

I want to live in peace.

I want to live in Love.

I just want to say one thing before I go.

I am Pro-Life, Pro-Marriage, Pro-Gay

Pro-Different, Pro-peace

Pro-Love

PRO-HUMANITY.

Let's Be the "change" 

Day 13

Something I am afraid of

If you are an "avid" reader of my blog

you already know that I have 

Obsessive Compulsive Thinking Disorder

I constantly think about death and other things.

I am scared of the "unknown"

What happens after 

What happens before

What happens to my family

What happens to the world.

I am scared to death of change.

I will live in one place and never leave if it

means I dont have to adjust to a new enviornment.

I don't know. 

I'm a crazy person. 

DAY 12!!!

A Picture of me from 10 years ago.

All of my pictures are in storage soo sorry. 

:)

Day 11!!

Favorite Shows..

If I'm not asleep I am Watching TV

 My DVR Runs at between 80-90% full

constantly recording from

7-10 pm 

sun-Frid.

OBSESSED 

doesnt even begin

to describe..

Here are just a few!!

no holds barredblogging.

Japan. Lybia. Tsunamis. Earth Quakes. Super Moons..

Things are getting scarier and scarier

by the day.

I am scared of whats to come for the world.

the USA

and my Family..

I pray for peace

I hope for settlement

I wish for Security.

I know none of it is a Promise

Just Hoping.

I hope everyone gets sleep.

Gets prepared

and mostly

Gets Love.

Because Love conquers All.

Even Death. 

Day 9 and Day 10!!

A Place you Love..

There is something about NYC 

that brings joy to my heart.. 

The Energy of Times Square at 1 AM

The People Buzzing through the city.

The lights. The mood.

The Tourists. 

The Taxi Cabs. 

If I wasnt so scared of change 

I would tell my husband ok, 

when he says "lets move to NYC"

Maybe one day I will be brave.

But for now, I'll just go visit.. 

People I love..

 Jason, 

We've been married for almost 8 years.

We have been through soo much together.

He is the glue to my 

broken pieces..

Xander (7)

Eliza (almost 5)

They are literally the reason I breath.

They are so different But equally loved.

Eliza is High Strung, 

So Smart,

SO Beautiful.

She gives me a run for my money. 

She can be completly Erratic

High Maintenance 

and Short Tempered (just like her mom)

But She makes me love deeper

and pushes my boundaries

Xander is Sweet

(mostly) even tempered

he is amazingly smart

He is so helpful

He isn't afraid to speak his mind.

He is strong willed and happy. 

He can be emotional and Overly Excited

But sweet and Happy

He can read peoples emotions

and He always knows What to say.

Like I said. They are the Reason I breath

They give me life.

Day 7.. and Day8!!!

An Animal you would Love to keep as a Pet

There is something so Muppet Like

to these three-toed sloths.

They are so slow, and lazy.

They carry their babies on their stomachs

for so long..

I just love them. I wish I could have one.

 because they are soo cute!

DAY 8

Hobbies!!

I sleep..

It's what I do.

I can sleep for days if given the opportunity.

If you ask my husband

I am really really good at it.

In fact.

I'm going to bed right now..

GOODNIGHT!!

Day 6

Celebrity Crush

there is something so Old School

about this hottie.

Joseph Gordan Levitt.

mmmm mmmm mmmmmmmmmmm

He is my freebie!

Which basically means that if he comes up to me

and asks me to have sex with him

I can without getting into trouble by my husband.

:) hehe I can dream right??

I just need to say that my husband has a freebie too.

Day 5

Of My 30 day Challenge..

Well Day 5 has arrived..

My Parental Units..

My dad strictly told me no pictures of him.

So No pictures are bieng posted.

My mom and dad were married on

7/9/59

Dad was 19

Mom was 18

they have been married ever since.

There relationship isnt perfect.

Their Parenting isnt perfect

But they did the best they could.

I love them.

They are the reason for my existence.

MY children Love them so much.

We have a good family (most of the time)

Thats all I have to say.

:) 

Day 4

#4 Meaning behind your blog name.

Thats easy..

Dying for something Sacred..

We are all here for a purpose.

Wether its to be a Mother, A Father.

To be a healer

A teacher

a Friend

a Witness to something great..

WE LIVE FOR A PURPOSE.

We Die for soething Sacred.

Knowing why we are here is something

that for some takes a life time to figure out.

I may not know why I was born.

But I know what I am dying for.

I am dying for something that is so sacred.

My family. My Children

My voice to be heard. 

I AM DYING FOR ME.  



Pet Peeves!!

DAY 3

 Pet Peeves!

I only have a few. 

Im a pretty easy to please kinda a girl

But I do have a few things that drive me CRAZY!!

CAP LOCKS.. ISN'T THIS ANNOYING?

i HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE WRITE IN CAPS LOCKS. 

Another Pet Peeve.

I HATE it when I'm in a bad mood

and my husband tries to put me in a better mood 

by picking on me. Or making fun of me. Or tickling me..

guess what It doesn't work.

All you are doing is pissing me off even more..

I will kill you if you tickle me when I'm mad. :)

And Another..

I hate on facebook when girls are like

"Oh, I love him he gives me butterflies. He's my best friend.

My soul mate. We are going to last forever" 

and then the next post is 

"OMG what an asshole. I cannot believe he did that to me!! 

I don't know what I was thinking, he's such a jerk" 

No really? I thought he was your soul mate..

OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN!

Hello read your last 100 posts.. I bet 99% of them

are about how much you HATE him.. 

And Another..

Snoring.

And I realize this is totally hypocritical because I am the worst Snorer in the world

ask Jason. 

But when I am having a hard time sleeping and I finally

start getting to sleep and big man next to me

is Sounds like Paul Bunyan with a Giant Chain saw

All I want to do is put a pillow over his head. 

He refuses to wear his snore gaurd we spent 300 dollars on 

and he wont wear breath right strips..

Prepare to get the Elbow in the Ribs..

Thats like 4.. I could go on forever

But I will stop because I am being nice today :)

On A Side Note

I AM SO PROUD OF MY LITTLE MAN!

He is Above Average in all Cirriculum areas

and FAR above the schools less than par requirements.

So proud of him! 

 This was Xanders 5th Birthday :)

He is 7 now. But I love this picture!

Good night Everyone!

 

 

30 Day Challenge!! DAY 2!!

FAVORITE MOVIE!!!



McKenzie: I tried to talk to her in the coffee room she’s totally not having it.

Tom: Maybe she was just in a hurry.

McKenzie And maybe she’s an uppity, better-than-everyone super skank.

haha. They casted this movie so perfectly.

quirky. Funny. Lovely..

I love it!!

:)

30 day challenge.. (taken from my sister.)

DAy 1.           Thats me!!! I took it on the 25th of Feb!!

                                 1. I always take pictures of myself at that angle

so I can hide my double chin :)

2. I have been married for almost 8years!!

It really is insane since I just turned 26.

3. I have been trying to get pregnant for 3 years.

I have had 1 miscarriage and other than that..

No luck in the Pregnancy department.

4. I dance to music videos when no one is watching.

5. I have this fascination with The Trans-gendered community.

I want to learn EVERYTHING i can about them.

6. I hate the N word.. It makes me cringe whenever I hear it.

7. I LOVE Shakespeare. I have read his complete works 5 times.

8. I wear a double digit size pants.. and guess what? I'm comfortable in my skin!

9. I am IN LOVE with Gerard Butler.

10. I HATE Scallops.. they make me want to vomit.

11. My husbands dream is to be a chef. My dream is for him

NOT to be a chef.

12. I want to visit New England in the fall

13. I secretly wish I had an Irish Accent

14. St Patricks Day is my Favorite holiday

15. I love Pizza. I could eat it everyday for the rest of my life

and be absolutly content with my life.

there you go friends!!

See you tomorrow!!

decisions. decision

I'm struggling alot withe idea of destiny. Was there a plan already in line for me? Did I miss my exit? Is there a granduer plan that fate has its hand in? Jason and I are just tyring to figure out where we belong. A few opportunities are starting to come forth. All good choices. But when it comes down to it.which one is for us? Jump and stand still. Run or wallk. West or east.? Hopefully itfigures it self iut soon. I'm tired. Good night

Birthday!!

This is officially my last birthday..

I will ALWAYS be

26!!

 Happy Birthday to me tomorrow!!

Surgical Update..

DAY 1

Well I checked into the Hospital at 7:45 AM.

I was so scared.. and hungry.

My mom came with me after working a grave yard shft.

I have never been more grateful for her than that morning.

She took me back into my room helped me get dressed.

She brought her pillow to sleep in the waiting room while she waited for me.

The Surgical Nurse and Recovery nurse came in and introduced themselves.

They kept asking what I needed..

The only thing I could come up with was a DeLorean and a Flux Capacitor.

No one seemed to have one on hand..

WHERE IS DOC BROWN WHEN YOU NEED HIM??

My surgery was at 8:45 so it was just about the wait for a little while.

The stupid Anethesiologist came in with his stupid Sushi Scrubs on!

I called Foul because thats just rude!! I hate sushi.. But still! I was looking at not eating

Right in the face and here is comes with his stupid shit eating grin and Sashimi Scrubs.

Asshole!!

They rolled me into the O.R.

and not long after that I woke up.

Not very happy about it either.

They kept trying to shove things in my throat and all I wanted to do was go home.

Anethesia always makes me throw up..

So I did every hour on the hour until Wednesday Morning..

The thing they dont tell you is that when you have a septoplasty

and you throw up your nose starts bleeding.. 

So while I was getting all Linda Blair in the Barf bucket

My nose started gushing blood.

Let me tell you.

FREAKY!!

I thought I was going to bleed out..

I didnt.. But still it was not fun.

Well at any rate.

I get home about 2 pm.

Barfing and crying.

At like 9 pm I couldnt handle it anymore.

Jason had to come home.

He did. he made it in about an hr and a half.

(he drove 300 miles)

Stopping at the Pharmacy to get me some phinegren

to help with the nausea..

DAY 2

PAIN

SLEEP

PAIN

SLEEP!!

DAY 3

PAIN SLEEP

SLEEP PAIN

Day 4.

MASH POTATOS.

mmmmmmmmm

Sleep!!

And here we are today. on Day #4.

Hopefully I have gone as far up hill as a Have to.

The rode down. However bumpy

has got to be better than the last 3 days..

I dont pray for death anymore..

Just better smelling breath

and STEAK!!